MAKING A DECISION

You're all packed and ready to go. Tomorrow is the big day. You got a job offer in another city and you took it.
"So when are you leaving?" asked you. "Im taking the 8 o’clock train tomorrow morning" you take a sip from the cup of coffie that were in your hands.
You all sat in a coffie shop in a freezy afternoon.
"I still dont understand why you have to leave tomorrow" asked you. You look back at him.
"come on , you know I got that job offer and I have to go" you answer him.

After a long hour of sitting in the coffie shop you decide to leave.
"Well guys im going now" you say and get up to leave.
"wait!!" tell you the moment you get up. you look at him with surprise.
"What??" you ask.
"we gotta have a goodbye party for you" he say.
"I dont want a party" you say.
"ohh come on it will be fun!" look at you with his cute face.
"ohh ok..lets go to a club or something but nothing big!" you say and start to walk away.
"wait I'll join you!" say and join you.
"so when are you going to tell him?" he askes you as you got away from the rest of the guys.
"tell who what?" you ask him not sure you know what he was talking about.
"Come on you know" he insisted.
"No I dont plz tell me!" you almost beg.
"I meant...when are you gonna tell that you have a crush on him".
You look at him and almost scream. "I told you not to say that again!" you say finally.
He was the only one who knew that.
"But why?? you are leaving anyways!" he say to his defence.
"Thats why!! I am leaving!!what good can it bring?..and besids...he has a girlfriend remember?"
You say and look down on the road.
"Ohh yeah..her...but you know she is nothing!" he say still wanting you to tell your feelings.
"Yeah right..I saw the way he looks at her..and he told me the other day that he loves her".
You say and feel bad. "I guess this is why I wanna go away from here as soon as possible" you say and stop walking.
"If you ask me its not a good reason to leave" he say not noticing you stoped.
"Could we drop it?" you ask
"ok ok..but remember what I told ya! you are going to regret it!"
He said and grabed your hand and pulled you.
You started walking again. " even if I will regret it...its my mistake..so let me do it alone".
You and continue to walk some more.
"so i'll see you tonight?" he asked you when you got to your house.
"I think so" you answer and got into the house. you go to your bed and close your eyes. You knew for a couple of years now and you had a crush on him ever since you've met him. you got sick of it and wanted to move.
It was your chance to do it. you listened to some music and got ready to the party.

came to pick you up. "All the guys are waiting for us there" he says when he walked in.
"wow you look great" he added the minute he laid his eyes on you.
"thanks" you say while you take your bag.
"Lets go" you say and loke your house.
You and walk into the club.
You search for the other guys but you spot something els.
You see , 's girlfriend standing with him, kissing him. You felt sick all of a sudden.
"I wanna go home" you say and turn back but stops you.
"This is your party and you are not leaving now!" he says and push you back in the club.
"Here is the party girl" said and left 's waist to give you a hug.
"hey everybody" you say and grab a littel drink to feel a littel bit better. You all stand there and talk. You talk about your leaving and about the job but all you could see was and kissing . It should have been you. You think to yourself. You shack your head and try to remove that thought from your head.

"Im going to dance" you say and go to dance.
After a few moments of dancing without your friends a guy came up to you.
"Hey whats your name?" he asks you, you didnt feel like getting pulled tonight but you felt so bad you didnt mind.
"My name is " you say and talk with him for a while.
"Hey sweetie" you hear 's voice behind you.
"Sweetie" you ask and turn around and before you knew anything he gave you a kiss.
A kiss you never got before from him..well..maybe in a game of spin the bottle but nothing more.
You push away from you and turn around.
The guy you talked with left.
"What were you doing??" you ask and try to hit him.
"I was saving you from that guy" he said not understanding why you are mad at him.
"Saving me??Saving me??" you were kinda drunk and you screamed with out knowing it.
"saving me from what???" you continue.
"What is wrong with you?!" he keeps asking.
“hats wong with me?? Wats wrong with you?! I was talking with a really nice guy and you come and kiss me??" you yell "and where is anyways??" you ask
"she met some friends so she went talking with them..but you know I love you as a sister baby"
"Dont you call me baby ! I am not your sister! "

You continue screaming not noticing that alot of people were looking at you.
" I just dont want you to get with the wrong guy" he defended himself.
"The wrong guy??? how could you know that he was the wrong guy?you havent met him!!"
"calm down" he saysbut you continue.
"I wont calm down..its not the first time its happens! You dont want me! you just dont want anybody elseto want me!!..listen..I love you ok..I do..I always have but you have and its not a hard decision , she is beautiful and sexy and im..im..im your sister..just do me a favor ... try not to forget me" you say and leave him there in a shock.

You went to grab your bag. And like it wasnt enough..you saw kissing with some guy.
"You BITCH" you scream at her.
She looks back at you not understanding what was going on. You ignore it and continue screaming at her.
"Do you anderstand what you have?!?!? how can you through it away like that!?!?!...you are so damn lucky and you dont even give a shit about it!!" you get closer to her
"How can he love you??what does he see in you?" you say and jump at her. You start to hit her. All the anger that was inside you came out in that moment.
"CAT FIGHT" you hear someone in the back said.
She tries to hit you back. But you were so angry she couldnt do nothing to you.
"hey hey stop that you two" you hear 's nice voice starting to get loader.
You feel his hand on you pulling you back away from her.

"Come on lets go" he say and you both leave without saying anyone goodbye.
"I hate her" you say in your way back.
"I know..I hate her too he say tring to prevent you from falling on the floor. You start to cry.
"I told you nothing good will come out of it!!" you try to say while you were crying.
"Shh..dont cry baby" he said trying to calm you down but you just kept crying.
He held you and tried to stop your crying but with no succses.
"He made his decision " you say.
"Im leaving tommorow and I dont care what you will say...I told you no good can come out of it!".
"Yeah I know honey..im sorry.. here we are..In your house" he said and helped you open the door.
"Goodbye and dont forget us ok?" he said and kissed you good night.
"I wont" you say and close the door.

It's 7:30 in the morning and you are at the train station. You kept thinkig about last night..wondered what did with after he found out. The train finally came to the station. You started to walk slowly to it.
"WAIT!!!" you hear 's voice. You tourned around and see him running to you.
"Dont go!" he finally say when he get to you.
"What?" you ask him
"plz dont go I love you too" he said trying to get some air.
"You dont love me ..its just because what I said the other night..and im going now" you said and start to walk to the train.
But he stops you, grabs your hand and kisses you. This time a kiss with passion..a true kiss.
"All abord!" you hear and stop the kiss.. you both look at each other and then on the train and then at each other again
"what happens now?" he asked you.
You look at him and then on the train and then back at him. You smile, and he smiled too.
"But what about the job?" he asked as you stoped kissing again.
It will be there next year" you smile and kiss him..trying to get as close a possible to him.
You didnt want to let go. And he wasnt gonna let you walk on him like you did last night.
"I guess I was wrong last night" you say as you both walked back home.
"Wrong about what?" he asked you putting his arms around you.
”when I thought I knew you were gonna be with " you smile and blush by your mistake.
"Well..” he stops and hold you tight. "That will teach you not to make other people decision sweetie" he smiled and kissed you, you felt more happy then you felt in a long time.